Babies cry usually because they have
some sort of need to express but cannot communicate it. i've thought
a lot recently about how i feel like that baby unable to speak of
what is going on inside.. only i think it's more frustrating now
because i have a language, i have a vocabulary, i actually know how
to talk; so why is it so hard to get the thoughts and ideas in my
head out my mouth?? Language fails me, my vocabulary falls short;
communication is HARD. Sometimes talking to someone who speaks the
same language feels like we may as well be from different planets,
sure we can understand the words being said, but there is
still no communication happening! i'll encounter something that in
my spirit i know is wrong but i can't for the life of me explain why.
i talk to Yah and end up in tears, having so much in my heart that
desires to get out but lacking the ability to put it into words. i
ask Him, i admit i've even screamed it, WHY CAN'T i COMMUNICATE?
It's like having mental constipation where that which is in is stuck
though it wants, it yearns, it needs to get out. Help Yah, O please
help me.
