exit babylon

exit babylon
last chance to exit babylon

Friday, October 30, 2015

miss understanding

there is such an intense desire to be understood
for someone to get me.
for forever it seems i've sought relief
from a near constant sense of misunderstanding
or worse, rejection
the spirit of rejection, the thorn in my side
my relatively victorious enemy
then it hits me
Yah gets me.
He understands me clearly
and this reality is comforting
its knowledge helps many
a lonely moment pass
again
but still the desire lingers
to be understood by other people
or even just one
completely




Wednesday, October 7, 2015

serenity

credit: anaRasha
love asked one night
what do you want
i didn't need to think about it
"serenity"
the word just formed and came out
and instantly always was the truth
something hit its target
the moment froze there in silence
serenity
the opposite of everything i was
haunted, filled with angst
insecurities like spider's legs
countless hands
that reached around breaking everything
but even then i glimpsed the peace
i didn't know
but knew
was possible